It's been way, way too long, I know. :)
To those who have given up on reading and following this bloggie... I'm sorry and I understand your frustrations, coming back time and again to the same old un-updated page, and definitely don't blame anyone for losing faith in me and this silly page. But for those of you who have stuck with me even after this long drought.... thank you.
Well.... let's just say that I've allowed life to catch me by the ankles and dangle me upside-down helplessly for long enough. I've been depressed, drained and constantly exhausted (woo-hoo nothing new eh), with nothing but morbid, whiny-poo thoughts. So I figured it would be better to remove myself temporarily from the blogosphere than to spew my sob-sob stories of self-pity.
But well anyways I'm glad to say I'm feeling better now - MUCH better.
I've gotten over some things... learned to let go... learned to live and let life....
I'm trying to be less antisocial... trying to go out and mingle more. Trying to have my "own group" of friends instead of constantly being or feeling like "the guest" or "the outsider" and well I suppose that's going okay...
Oh and just to answer this question for the 854513461693th time....
Ernie and I are still together. Yeap... BELIEVE IT!!
I guess at the end of the day when you really sit down and look at it.... life isn't really that big a bitch after all. I will be 21 this year.... woot woot. And in so many ways, my "special" 21st birthday blessings and gifts have indeed come early.
Firstly.... how many people are lucky enough to meet 8-time Mr. Olympia Ronnie Coleman!?
Aaaaand.... I was lucky... THAT lucky.... to get to sit riiiiight next to Big Ron in the cinema!
Priceless picture... I shifted one seat... and called over to Ronnie to look over and smile :)
And another shot I took of Ronnie when he returned to his seat after his guest posing. Talk about UP-CLOSE!! :P Mwehehe~
Another pic of Ronnie and I, taken by Wee Kiat.
Oh and heres a pic of me that Lee (one of the guys I met in Singapore during the event) took of me that I like very much. ^^ Hehe.... LOOOOOVE my Ed Hardy dress!!
Oh yeah and I will be competing for the first time reaaaaaal soon. In Singapore, for the Asian Model Physique category.
Now don't bowl me over with questions.... I kept it quiet for a very long time for a reason. It's been absolutely harrowing and stressful but hey I won't complain. Besides I never thought I'd even start competing! So yeah beggars can't be choosers... and I suppose this is precisely what I needed, ready or not, to give me that big boot in the behind and get the ball rollin'. It's a miracle that the opportunity even came around considering womens' physique events are banned here!!
And besides all that, business has been picking up. I'm constantly running to and from work these days on top of having to go to (big groan!!) uni but again - have no right to complain cos the paychecks buy me practically everything I want.
Oh speaking of miracles.... I am trully blessed for on top of all the little things that have gone right for me... the competition, the business, the opportunities.... and above all that... I'm a proud mummy too! :P
Oooooh don't get any ideas lol I didn't get knocked up haha!
To those who don't know yet, I have a 6-week-old baby ball python named Orion, and he is the most precious thing ever to me. It was a long, diffcult process and an even longer wait involving lots of dissapointments, heartbreak and tears... but seeing him peacefully snoozing away right now in his corner of my room is WORTH IT!!
Will share his story and pics in another post.... this one is getting ridiculously long lol.
Oh and before I go... congrats Jay Cutler for winning his 4th Mr. Olympia title today!
And bye for now :) You may not hear from me as frequently as before... but I'm alive and kickin' alright!
posted by LadyVanity at
10:32 PM
