Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Feeling soooo fatigued. Today's training lasted barely an hour and theres that sickly feeling of demotivation hanging everywhere. Don't you just hate what exams to do you?? They make u depressed, alienated, and constantly craving junk food. Chocolates. Mmmmm. It's 12.40am and Kimmie needs serotonin.

*sigh* I need to do this right. Love it or hate it... Baby sent me a really sweet sms earlier today which made my day. We're gonna pull through together right? I'll nail my law and socio, and you'll nail your finance and stats. Then we can nail 'em all shut in a coffin when we're done, say screw it, fuck you, bye bye, I'm back to the gym full-time (for) now, I've worked hard and now I'm claiming my rights to living life to the very fullest.

Please tell me I didn't mess lit up too badly today.... *sobs* The paper was terrible...

Saw pics of the 5th Lolita Gathering on the MA Kingdom webbie... I honestly wished I had gone for it... I've only ever attended two gatherings, one of which was the debut and I definitely miss getting all dolled-up (literally!). Started to take out my precious loli dresses to reminisce... and then.............

I saw huge black ink stains on the collar of my white lolita top. *heartbreaks* It was the bloody expensive R-Series one I got second hand from Aiko... and also the one I let Po Ni's group borrow for their LAN presentation. No I'm not pointing fingers... This is probably due to my own carelessness for leaving the cheap lace bows pinned onto it for too long... and somewhere along the way some moisture must have transferred the dyes from the bows onto the shirt and I didn't realise.... T.T nuuuuu.... I just hope it washes off... I left it soaking in some warm water with lots of soap. Please wash off and get better... *sniffles* I promise I'll take better care of you in the future... T.T

Ok lah go study law lah woman. And don't touch the Oreos.

I NEED TO FUCKING GET OVER MY FUCKING HELLFIRED FUCKING PHOBIA AND LEARN HOW TO FUCKING DRIVE!!!

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