I'm sick.

No not sick-in-the-head sick. Fever and flu and sore throat and splitting headaches kinda sick. Smack in the middle of my exams too. :( Took a day off work... and yesterday morning sat thru my Business Communication paper sniffling and hacking and coughing away. Ugh.

You know what else?

I gave the germies to poor Ernie who came over to keep me company the day before. LOL.
Okay not so funny... we are now two very sick, very unhappy people. The moral of the story - no cuddle sesh when you're dribbling snot and feeling like a big brass band's playing on the inside of your skull. I really really can't wait to get back on my feet again and hitting the weights - I gotta be in a backless cheongsam in 2 weeks time and WANT TO LOOK SCRUMPTIOUS!!! XD Bahahaha.

Mmph. Unfortunately nothing very interesting is going on in my life at this point apart from the fact that I've been splashing alot of cash, and even more in near future. Got new supplements... Want a new camera... Which means more work. But I'm not complaining.... situation at work has been pretty good for me lately. I'm falling into the routine and getting more used to the stressful schedules I run to keep up with my clients. In short - all is good. No regrets putting modeling behind me for the meantime and simply enjoying life - being able to eat what I want, train how I like, and generally being alot more relaxed without having to bother with portfolio this and portfolio that. Heck - personal training and bullying people is so much more rewarding as a matter of fact, being my passion!

Okay I'm going to go lie down for abit. My poor monitor is getting sneezed at alot. I'm going to go take an antihistamine. Bweh. End of crappy post. Bye bye.

So busy can cry.

Yeah. I've not gone somewhere and died. I've not abandoned the blog. I'm not hiding from somebody or something or whatever reason you may think is causing the long silence.

I promise the blog will be back up and running very soon. Once I get my shit together.

Like saaaay in 2 weeks time after my exams are over.

Thanks everyone for the support. x

Being this close to exams with so much backlogged assignments (no thanks to my fat procrastinating ass)... buckling under the stress... trying to survive yet another sem....

Not surprising some of us poor souls turn a lil loopy. This one in particular.

Chest day was goooooood. :D Lifting heavy again and phwoaaaaar... at the end of it all I could barely even press a set of 5lbs. I'm sooooo in for it tommorow. Hehes. My spirits are pretty high these days, not being so strict with my diet anymore. Having fun doing what I do, as long as I get the proteins in and train as hard as I remotely can. Friends are suggesting I train for MORE size (pushing 56-57kg now.... think I can be a solid 60??) and greater strength.... So, with that being said.....

This is preworkout!! :D :D :D Hehe.... I'm one veeeeeery happy person...... Yum yum yum....

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OK lah wtf I'm kidding!!!! XD Wanna die ah eat like that......

I'm in my last 2 weeks of classes... at least not having them in my schedule is a short relief....

Here's a pic from my final English Proficiency class. Haha.
Ok fine not one of my best photos..... but I like this photo cos my arm looks damn big. :P Mwehehe...

Took the time to turn out my wardrobe a couple days back...


The mess


I'm not the most organised person in the world....

Holy shit I knew I had a hell lot of clothes.... but I never knew I had THAT much!!! Found lots of stuff from waaay back. Old frumpy shirts from my fat ugly days... and bits and pieces from the skinny 40-something kg phase..... GOD DAMN, I USED TO BE THAT SMALL!?!? Whoa!!!

I couldn't even pull some of those clothes down my chest! Only managed to fit em' thru one arm!!! eally brings me back to the time I was lifting those embarassing plastic weights and STRUGGLING with them. Maybe that doesn't sound too bad for most of you but for me, at that time it was and felt so, so bad being the only girl in a hardcore gym, surrounded by hulking men. But am glad I stuck with it and roughed it out. Would never change it for the world.

Oh yea I got some new toys!! Cos Ernie and I did that Everlast event a couple weeks ago... we got some cash vouchers to splurge. So we hit the boutique to cash em' out and I picked....



A leather medicine ball!


And a set of gloves and mitts.


Not a very good pair... but sufficient for basic drills, and I'm so thrilled that I can finally add in the element of cardio kickboxing into my PT sessions!!


My clients and I are gonna have so much fun! :D Haha.

Or wait... maybe it's me thats gonna be having fun, and they will be cursing me inwardly for devising new, sadistic torture methods.... LOL

Yep. I know these long-period-without-posting stretches happen alot now these days.

I'm not blogging as much as I'd like to due to immense workload (AGAIN!!)... been absent from all my forums... and have not been up to much either. Oooh but I'm glad to say I got Dez fixed up and have completed some assignments to date. Two more weeks to the final exams and then at least I will have a little more time on my hands to do my usual rubbish.

Oh yay! New photo! Think you fellas haven't seen this one yet



Small, I know.
Larger version on Facebook.

Bye for now!

Aaaaaaarrrrgh!!!!!!!!
Someone backed into Dez's (short for Destroyer... or Destrier, however you please...) side while I was trying to park in BU!! *big sob* Now there's a lil dent there right near his wheel..... *heartbroken* Poor thing....

Just in case you don't already know... yes I'm psycho enough to name my car. Dez... Destroyer... or Destrier (I can't make up my mind) is my 13 year old ah-beng Wira with a muffler big enough to stuff a cat in, and that I absolutely love to bits. Had many comments from random people (even when servicing him at the workshop) that it's a very handsome car... and even Faidzal said driving my car was like driving a Perdana!

So back to our little "accident".....

Yeah some boy was reversing out of his house pretty fast... didn't see me driving past and went straight into me. And initally I was like thinking, "WHO THE HECK YOU THINK YOU ARE REVERSING OUT AT THAT SPEED!?!? MAD AH!?!?" But then the poor guy looked so sorry and even terrified when I got out of the car... I felt pretty bad for him. Probly a new driver and stepped on the wrong pedal or something. Anyways spoke to his dad, and they said they'd fix it up for me one these days at a workshop.... so all's cool.

It's alright... Dez is still very loved even tho he's got a dent. *pat* And it's so funny too that people don't believe he's a chick's car.... LOL



Here he is a couple weeks back... fresh after a wash.
Washing a car can be pretty therapeautic, I think. Hehe... he's due for another one tommorow.


Oh and I've recently outfitted him with a couple new custom stickers...
Sorry if pics are not that clear... Dez is often parked outside under the sun, so there is a great amount of glare...

When I saw this one..... I just KNEW I had to have it!!! :D Mwehehe.

This one too. ;) And I'm very sure my clients can agree with that 100%! Driving round in this car sure makes a statement. :P Am still on the lookout for more bodybuilding/powerlifting stickers... hehehe.

That being said.... Hope I get that dent fixed so Dez can get back to looking snazzy again!

News came as a shock today....
Heard about 1 or 2 days ago on Hitz.fm that he was very sick.... but this was entirely out of my expectations....

Local comedian, Din Beramboi, has passed away at 12.30am today.

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WHAT!?

He had succumbed to a haemorrhagic dengue fever, which caused his kidneys and liver to fail.

(Din Beramboi on left, semi-lying)

This is really a shock seeing that barely a few months ago he was perfectly healthy... Met him on the set of Mandi, and he was such a great personality to be with - cheerful, energetic and friendly, even tho we all were totally beat from the long hours in the studio.

RIP, Abang Din... Malaysia has lost another one of it's talents.