Owhmigosh~

You people are simply such angels.

And I had only just blogged about in my taggie that I was so hyped about the Babyliss curling iron yesterday... And before I knew it here it is, from the whole of Ikan-No-Powah, as my belated birthday pressie!!

^^ There it says!

Was so funny... Xing attempted to hide it from me when we kinda bumped into each other at the front gate of college and she had it with her in a plastic bag... No wonder she was walking so strangely!! XD

*loves*

Thanks guys... you're all the best! *group hug*
Yvonne (and her ever-ready camera) took more pics at college... some pretty hilarious pics of my expression and reaction upon recieving this... lol hyperness!!! Will upload them when they're sent to me~

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Well heres some pretty backdated stuff...

27th January 2008 - Kimmie's debut on the movie set!!

Naaaaaah it's not a big thing at all lah... But still for me it was alot to be excited about! It all started with Ernie getting an sms requiring him to be on the set of "Age of Glory" - a chinese tv series that is in the process of being filmed. He was needed as a supporting role - the main actor's bodyguard, and therefore our supposedly chill Sunday together had to be cut short abruptly. But then!! Unexpectedly mom allowed me to tag along with him on to the set, and he managed to obtain permission from the people there to bring me along, so off we went to the studio!

And while Ernie was changing into his costume I was approached by the casting director. They required one more girl on the set and she wondered if I was willing to do it! It was a nightclub/restaurant scene from the 70s or 80s... all I had to do was look pretty, chat up and keep the 'patrons' company in the background. Before I knew it I was whisked off to makeup and was part of the excitement!

Baby in his bodyguard outfit!! Well... he was supposed to be a bodyguard in this actor's place... but then the original actor (some skinny dude who got the role just cos he's got a pretty face =.=) turned up out of the blue so Ernie was given some minor kelefeh roles like me...

Kimzie straight out of makeup! Oh GOD they put me in this hideous polkadot dress!! T.T The other gals had such gorgeous dresses and I was feeling so unhappy and mistreated for awhile... no for a long while actually cos they made me wear this ugly dress for most of the shooting... *SOB* But well I got used to it and started to think I didn't look so bad lah.

After all... they're paying me.

Yea they put flowers in my hair too... Nyaaa doesn't he look like my lil' puppy??

One of the sets in the studio that wasn't in use

Aaaand action!

Pretty props ^^

Had me in 3 different getups... supposedly portraying 3 different girls. This here is my second, which is actually the horrible orange dress with a big shawl over it. Made me look like some old lady. Oh agony! Oh as for Ernie... he got casted temporarily as one of the band boys which was SO not him. Tsk the waistcoat doesn't do him justice either!

Then he was given a suit to play one of the patrons... Hehe thats him trying to look like Donald Trump... XD And then he tried walking and talking like Vince McMahon. Aiyoo... made me laugh so, so much can die lah!

It was so hilarious in between the takes when some of the guys started fooling around and making jokes... even imitating Ernie trying to warm me up from the bitterly cold aircon. Then the casting director made a jibe at us for paktor-ing at work! Got to know some fellows too and obtained info regarding agencies etc...

Our beautiful leading lady taking a break to go over her lines


One of the several scenes taken that day...

And finally... they put me in my third dress... which I absolutely fell in love with... =)
Okay now I know blue looks alright on me. Yay!

So now I've a taste of how tedious shooting a movie can be... definitely exhausting, and imagine what the leads go through if thats how I felt as an insignificant character! We were let off at 1am+... Whooo it was such a relief to remove all that makeup, pop out my contact lenses, grab a warm shower and finally curl into bed with my Ernie. But well I had alot of fun, and alot of excitement. It had been an awesome experience. Guess in a way I owe it to my boy... if he hadn't suggested me tagging along I wouldn't have gotten involved in all this. And we got to spend the day together too though in a different way. And not just the entire day but the night too. I love you baby... wonder what other surprises await us!

Tagged!

Ok lah since I have nothing to do and I'm currently feeling so alienated from college work... I suppose Shuen-Yi tagging me is an excuse to get away from it all for the mo... =) Whee.

5 things found in my bag (hm my college bag?)
- Wallet
- Eyeliner
- Books
- A set of training clothes
- Deodorant

5 things found in my wallet

- Cash (not alot, unfortunately)
- Namecards
- Gym membership cards

- Old fading receipts (which I really reaaally should be getting rid of)
- Ernie's photos.... awww~

5 favourite things in my room
- All my precious bodybuilding posters!!
- My huge gym-size mirrors
- The bed
- My stash of dumbells and weight plates

- My walls, which I designed and painted all by myself during the holidays with a chinese brush

5 things you've always wanted to do

- Going to Golds Gym in California!
- Get serious with training and dieting

- Psych myself so so much that I grow to hate the taste of sugar and salt
- Get big enough to beat a guy up properly. Or fine lah to just win an armwrestling match...

- Go on a nude beach

5 things I'm currently into
- Meat. Lots of it. I'm anti-vegetarianism
- Dresses!! My cousin Jo wears lots of dresses, even to just go shopping and I've kinda been influenced by her... besides that Ernie dresses really well most of the time and now that I'm his gal... I gotta look good for him too... =)
- Shoes. More shoes. Lots of shoes.
- Curling irons. No not the ones in the gym... the ones for your hair!! OMG I've got my eyes on this professional Babyliss one... Saving up for it... Wuuu I want it so badly ><

- Living life the way I want it, the way I like it. No compromise. Without caring what people say.

Top 5 presents I wish for
- Obviously... the big professional Babyliss curling iron. XD *puppy eyes*
- Maybe I'm being too hopeful... but... the gold dumbell pendant from Gunter Schlierkamp's jewellery line!
- Cash. Shitloads of it.

- Umm... clubwear? Fur, leather, lace and diamante are always, ALWAYS big hits with me ;)

- Alaaa can't think anymore... just give me money lah problem solved! XD

The person who tagged you is: Shuen-Yi!!

Your 5 impressions of him/her:

- Cute

- Funny

- I'm just comfortable with her to be myself =)

- Bloody straight A student.... @&*#@%^

- Special. Everybody is. ^^

If she becomes your lover, you will
- Err. Ooh hot lesbian action. Lol randomness. Well, you said IF!!!

If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be

- Uhh never thought about that lol shes too nice to be my enemy... Hm. Unless if she burned down my gym and steals all my protein shakes.

Pass the quiz to 5 people: Xing, Nish, Joe, Sarah, Yvonne and whoever else that wants to do it.

Speechlessness...

Wow Kims has been blogging alot these days. Anyways.

I seriously wonder why you do such things. It makes me feel warm and fuzzy to know things are definitely much much better between us. Makes me glad to know you don't (or so you tell me) see my boy as someone you hate or have a grudge with. If this is simply to 'affirm' our friendship, or whatever it is... you seriously dont have to... No matter how good you say I look in it and even though you feel it just has to belong to me and nobody else... I'm elated yes, but guilty and confused too. And harsh as it is, even if you still have feelings for me my stand is firm and I know where my loyalties lie. You don't have to prove anything. Bro, I see your effort and you're definitely forgiven for how you've treated me in the past. You've been forgiven long ago too. Argh. But well... Yeah. I just couldn't believe my eyes to see what was in the bag and under all those papers...

Thanks Stephen... This is an unexpected surprise.

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Well.... on another note...

PAPARAZZI-ED!!!


Bodybuilding couple Cruz Cordero and Lady Vanity spotted wearing out the dance floor and turning temperatures up at the Nokia N-Series Asia Nation event, 5th January 2008, Zouk Club KL to the funky beats of DJ Mikey and Ko Kimura.
Photo courtesy: Spiel Chow.

;) xoxo

Randomness <3

23rd January 2008 - Cheongsam fitting at Timesquare =)

Was so so hard to decide.... x.x Every single one of them looked gorgeous. Poor Ernie... thank you baby for being so patient... =)

One of my faves...

Then I tried on the "hooker" version... XD Was so gorgeous but so unpractical too so it was cancelled out of the maybe-list...

And this... This is really the bomb and I so wanted to get this one... *dreamy look*
Tsk tsk decisions decisions...

But I ended up buying a black-and-red ankle lenght one cos I thought it was more worth the money... Sorry peeps no piccies yet but will get to it when I can. Feeling so lazy now... bleh. But arrrrgh felt so bad for leaving the cute white one back at the store... T.T Nevermind lah. The moment I save enough I'm running to bring it home!

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Sam's kitties... they both turned their heads to look at me at the same time when I tried to take their picture...


Another one of the kitties sleeping on the couch! Zzzzz...

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And oh yeah today all of Ikan-No-Powah gave me a surprise during lunch... an uber, uber belated 18th birthday celebration which was entirely unexpected. =) Thank you everybody so so much... Lurve all of ya lots and lots... *bearhugs* And OMG the cute little choc mousse cake from Starbucks!! It was simply divine!

*chomps* Sorree I don't have a picture of the complete cake... Hehe all that was in my mind was grabbing a biiiiiiig bite first!

Unfortunately thats the only pic I have for now. Lol. Yvonne send me the rest, kay!! ^^ Whee~

And yea remember the L'Oreal Fresh Faces search? Yup thats how my hair looked like after the styling... I was so happy with it, loved it so much... broke my heart when I had to tie my hair for the gym and ruin it! Damn... now I want curling tongs too... T.T Nyuuu so many wants, so little money...

Speaking of which I need to get my ATM card done...

Whispers of the heart

xoxo

Kimmie has GOT to stop buying skirts.... especially extremely unpractical ones ><

And I'm starting to regret getting my Madwave monokini... cos I realised theres a shop in 1u which sells even MORE chun-ted monokinis and other cut-out styles... T.T uwuuuu...

And oooh!! Kimmie actually managed to talk to the owner of that super cool kimono/cheongsam/costume/dress shop's owner... the one that now had branches in Mines, Timesquare and even Summit. Showed me this really awesome catalogue, and *gasp!* his factory is in Thailand!! Which explains how he managed to get his hands on stuff like he stocks... ^^ And guess what... all hope is not lost... he might might MIGHT be able to help me find my long-lost pink snakeskin minidress!! Yeap!! Told me to head over to Timesquare and pick up some of his old catalogues, and if I'm lucky he still might be able to order it for me. Yaaaaay *hyperness* Oh Goddddd I swear his catalogues and clothes are the sweetest sin. I've already got about... 4 dresses in mind from the latest catalogue. Like whoa... and I have yet to see the back issues! Nyaaaaaa.... somebody pls pls bring Kimmie to Timesquare.... mew!

Ok lah gotta stop crapping... need to do assignments already. Bleh.

Tsk wth lah... I've got some random pics to upload... but apparently my pc and laptop cannot recognise my phone and refuses to let me transfer... aiyoooooo mahai... one stupid phone the size of a char siew pau... so many problems. #@%*#^$

Anyway today has been a considerably better day than the previous ones, disregarding the fact that it has been exhausting and I've been starving and surviving on junk cos I have no money to buy healthy foods... =.= Get this, a big, chunky bar of chocolate is RM1.90 whereas a puny energy yogurt bar thats barely a mouthful costs RM3.50, and knowing Kimmie's desperately huge appetite.......... Grrr.

Did this totally random photoshoot for some L'Oreal roadshow at my college... woohoo I had fun! ^^ And I so adored my hair after it was all curled and done up~ It's got that poofy, poodle-ey effect that you can't really get from a saloon perm and only from immaculate hairspraying skills.... okay maybe I'm talking nonsense now XD Tsk was camwhoring in toilets and stuff... but I can't bloody upload anything cos of my phone!!!! T.T wuuu...

And I broke my bike's lock key by slamming my locker door on it accidentally. Stupid story how that happened. Even stupider how much I panicked about not being able to unchain my bike to go home and in the end just stuffed the broken bit into the keyhole and turned it hard with the other end of the key... Lol. Random shit.

And well... today I felt really glad that things are not THAT different in the end now with a certain someone like I so feared that it would. We could sit down and talk and have long laughs... you'd tease and make fun of me and I'd pretend to get really pissed at you and start screaming down the gym... =) I guess perhaps you really are much closer to me than the others after all. It's been fun. And OH GOD my mom talked to you!?!? WTFH! Perhaps it's a little too far-fetched for me to expect the entire brotherhood to be same again. But at least I know I got you. =) *pinches*

And I was told some Punjabi dude... the one that apparently comes with his wife all the time (not that I'd notice anyways) has been doing quite abit of trash-talking whilst I'm away... and talking to the wrong people too who'll bring it to my ears. Apparently he's seen me working out on a shoulder day and was asking if I wanted to be a bodybuilder (like, an obvious hell yes!?!?)... and was commenting that my deltoids were really starting to come out and shit... For a moment I was sooo happy thinking somebody actually notices my efforts... and then I was told he started doing that whole "girls shouldn't be lifting so heavy lah"... "become a bodybuilder for what lah"... and how I was going to regret it when I'm older. Bloody fucktard. You got a problem with how much I lift!? Maybe cos I most probably am lifting heavier than you are. And well heres the same old... I'M SORRY I DONT HAVE A PENIS.

Oh well. *shrug* Life's never fair. Thats why I've gotta go back to my bloody assignments now. Buh-bye, till next time. Pray my phone starts being obedient... ><

Oh and since I'm bored I guess I'll just do Joe's taggie...

8 random things about me and tag 8 more people afterwards.

1. Coffee has no effect on me anymore... I can take up to 4 heaped tablespoons at a time and still not feel the effects... In fact I do that so often I feel like puking even at the smell of coffee ><>

2. I unconsciously make "cute" sounds (according to several people ><) when I'm contented.
3. I'm currently back into my lingerie obsession phase... this time it's thongs. XD
4. My fave places to shop are Sungei Wang and Petaling Street!
5. I hate teddy bears. With a vengeance.
6. Kimmie is a very PINK person! (obviously XD)
7. I luuuuuuurve long-haired men ^^ and eh I mean hair on the top of the head ok and not anywhere else on the face... *shoots Ernie an extremely annoyed look*
8. I've always wanted a pet python

Nah. And I'm tagging.... whoever that wants to do it lah. ^^

Lost

Sometimes when I sit alone contemplating what I have achieved and what I have not... I tend to get upset knowing there is so much I aspire to be and yet may never be.

You screw ur college big time. You have no interest or drive to study anymore... and will probably finish your A-levels failing really badly, then taking a course and job you'll hate the rest of your life. Seriously, I still dont know what I want to do. Time is running out on me.

Your modelling career ended even before it began. Even if I wanted to start it again... I wonder if its too late. I'm no longer 'slim' or 'sexy' or up to what the media percieves as beautiful anymore. You're just 'big'or even 'fat'.

You have no idea what the fuck you're doing as a so-called personal trainer. Heck your 'clients' don't even call you back anymore. And hell I need that money... Fuck you I NEED that money. More than ever, especially now...

I cant get out there and do the things I want to and fight for the life I want because I'm tied down so constantly. Opportunities are there... but I just cannot take them. Sometimes I wish how different things would be if I was just born in another country... another family... or even another timeline. Pressure, transport, time, money... everything. It's depressing sometimes.

Maybe I should drop dead. Then I won't have to worry so much anymore.

Hm. Been pretty resentful regarding some things that have been going on... about my studies and college in particular. Sometimes I seriously wonder if I'm gonna make it through in the end. Ironically... somewhere not too far in the past I was pretty much raring to go back to college and to get back into the groove, only to actually come back and be hit by so much dissapointment and discouragement. Right now what that's actually keeping me going is looking forward to the stints at the college gym... which... I dont think is a very healthy thing at all... Ironically. Things have happened which have made me dissapointed and even ashamed of myself. Things people expect me to be or think I am sometimes get to me so bad I feel like just shrinking and dissapearing where nobody knows me and acknowledges me.

*sigh*

To the people that I have been cold or indifferent to... please do accept my apologies. I don't think I've been myself lately; don't know if I'll be snapping out of this stupid funk sooner or later but lets just hope that I do...

I'm craving chocolate coated marshmallows. T.T Thats not good. You fat fuck of a failure...

I actually have alot to blog about... but I'm just not in the mood right now.

My mom seriously needs to be murdered or killed in a car accident or something.

No I'm serious. Theres only so much I can take. And today was crossing the line.

To give me shit on a fucking daily basis is good enough. But to blame me for something YOU did... Made my dad blame me for it too... I wonder how much you want to break me. I bet you enjoy it too.

Well. I bet I'd love to see a pickaxe in your skull too with your eyes rolled back.

Oh and college begins tommorow.

Balls.

Happy New Year everyone!!

May everyone have a good year ahead, and I hope those who have been for the countdowns have had an absolute blast! =D Myself... things have simply been awesome. Couldn't have been any better, being with my man and one of his friends, Yong Lin (sorry if I spelt it wrong!), down in KL for our rendezvous!

On the way down to KL in Yong Lin's car... Hehe Ernie reclined his front seat so I could cuddle, tease and hold him while sitting at the back =P keke...

Grabbed dinner at Pavilion. X'mas deco was still up... =)

Did some walking around until 10.30pm, which is the time we made our reservation for... the walk from Pavilion to Pan-Global was mad! XD And finally... the totally fab Luna bar on the 33rd floor!

The open-air section. Yes, that's a swimming pool!!

Indoors

The bar area

The gorgeous view of the city...

Oh and there's also the RM120 cover charge, which my baby handled. Oh man, I so gotta give you a good treat one day for this!!

Juz' chillin'

Us at the poolside

Takde flash

Dengan flash. See. Told you Kimmie's getting chubby. T.T

Takde flash again

Kimmie camwhores alot... thats why baby sometimes tak mau layan...

Tsk. Still tak mau layan... T.T

Haha. Finally. *snarl*


Grrrr~ so you wanna be an animal with me...?


Alrite Kims, I think you've had one too many drinks... now gimme that bottle!


Random

And the countdown was awesome... Welcomed 2008 loud n' proud. Didn't get to take pics of the fireworks, tho we did see some of it. Everyone was crowding the windows and shit...

See. =(

But alaaa guess it didn't matter so much. I still got to spend a great night out. This countdown... has been especially meaningful. This is the first time I've celebrated it so lavishly, without my family members, and stayed out so late - hit the SS2 eateries after to grab a bite after all that dancing and hyper-ing about. Lol. And being with that special someone I loved and cherished so much, being able to usher in the new year with him, meant so much to me. Sorry lah Yong Lin, for having to be our tiang lampu...!!

2007 had been full of thrills and spills, heartache and happiness, and has indeed 'gone out with a bang' like you said. Yeah... 2007 has definitely ended right with everything falling into place so perfectly - work, college, friends, and of course, us. I wonder what 2008 has in store for you and I. Whatever it is... we are going to strenghten our bond though good times, and endure through challenges as one.

xoxo

Happy New Year again to everybody! Goodbye 2007, it has been fun. 2008...

Bring it on!