Hmm... this post has been backdated for quite awhile but since I'm updating on Probuffedbodies I might as well post it on here too... Renovation processes have been completed at EF and here are the latest pics!

The newly extended cardio area on the 1st floor. Muuuuch more floor space to accomodate more members.

Another section of the 1st floor. The weight station can finally be brought out of the store!!


1st floor from another angle


The passage into the new extended area


The aerobics/dance studio... which is now HYOOOOOGE!!! :D

My only complains are that 3 leg machines have been shifted downstairs. :( @%$#*&%#! Hello!! Try walking downstairs after 4 set of 160lbs leg presses to get to the hamstring culs!!!! PFFFT. The hyperextension bench has disspeared downstairs too T.T


Upstairs... we have a 3rd dumbell rack and a new incline benchpress!! :D And new benches and weight plates...


So that wraps up the update.... and while updating on the gym.... here are updates on my current physique as well.


The perks that come with not having to reduce food :D keke
I have a lil pooch of a tummy now.... but seeing how my arms and chest look like.... its well worth it. ^^


Not as streamlined as I used to be... but check the gains on the arms!!

Oh yea I got my pink phone back!! ^^ So you can expect more picture posts in future... For now it's back to dissecting King Lear and munching choc chip cookies. And I want my roti bakar T.T My god it's been ages and ages since I've had a good, crispy roti bakar.... And I want to play futsal!!! *prances around annoyingly getting into everyone's way*

This post is dedicated to KL Bantam-weight bodybuilder, Ganesan, who passed on last night.

The news came as a sudden shock this morning and I was reluctant to believe it at first... to think barely a few months back we saw him wowing the crowd at Mr. Selangor. Tsk... even though I never knew Ganesan personally I've heard good things about him, from Ernie too who has trained with him on several occasions. And without a doubt, no one could deny his talent and prowess in the noble sport.

RIP Ganesan.
My deepest condolences to his family and friends. He shall be much missed by the Malaysian bodybuilding community.

EF has a new incline benchpress!!!!!!!!!!! *smothers it with hugs and kisses* Fiiiiiiiiiiinaaaallllyyyyy!!!!!! :D

MY BOYFRIEND GOT ME A CATSUIT.

:D

Yes. A gorgeous, shiny latex catsuit.
Mwahahahahhahaha see lah, see.... how many boyfriends out there would get their girl a catsuit? Huh? HUHH???? ^^ Daaaayyyuuuumm..... I love love LOVE you, sayang... You know I'll do anything for you now.... XD

Oh. Happy 100th post. Keke.

And Ernie is blogging again!! Whee~

Managed to source out the MOST PERFECT underbust corset EVER... but after conversion it's gonna cost, like RM400. *dies* And this pair of patent leather boots I have my hawkeyes on... RM470+. Aaaand ballet boots from Devious -RM1,059. Ack. Decisions decisions.... I hate being poor.

Summore Kimmie got debit card now. Gonna pokkai liao.

Oooo before I forget too (tsk this is like the 4th time I'm editting this dumb post =.=) I'm gonna be absent from Borneo Fitness for awhile due to trials exams and other assignments... But still please do check out the site for my past articles on weight-loss and fitness, and also alot of other interesting contributions by other team members on fashion, lifestyle, beauty and sports and etc. ^^ Just click on the Borneo Fitness icon on my sidebar to be directed there!

An ode to haters. With love. From me to you.

You know, I dont understand what's the hype about a few pictures la.

I kinda knew the shoot was going to be very controversial and I acknowledge that I contributed to it also for not making the album a private folder. Tsk, I'm getting greedy also, throwing myself at them agents like that... But then again, hey, am I going to let one or two negatives cancel out the rest of the positive feedback I've been getting? :)

Besides... some people have too much of free time on their hands. That's probably why they're poking noses into other people's business and telling others what to do. Hah. Or telling other people whats the benchmark of a 'good' boyfriend or parent..... Sadness. People just can't keep their mouths shut and that includes myself - hence this post.

OF COURSE I KNOW MY PICS ARE ACCESSIBLE BY PEOPLE IN AUSTRALIA. And the rest of the world too for that matter. And I'm FUCKEN PROUD OF IT. I worked hard for it and if a number of people appreciate that, so be it. Keep your claws out of my personal life - for the record my claws are probably larger and a lot less filthier. I so hope you read this since you seem to be getting sooo many dibs on my life I'd wouldn't be surprised if you haunt my blog regularly. My persona at work and in other aspects of life are entirely different. You know it's exhausting, being a slut/diva/whatever you call it 24/7 and quite frankly I don't bother if I look like some bag lady every other day when I'm not on set.

You called me Satan???? That's interesting.... and I'm honoured. You just equated me to a powerful immortal being with all the pleasures of ruling an endless realm of fire and brimstone and calls the shots down there with infinite minions at my beck and all . WOW. *rolls eyes* "Go forth and TERRORIZE!!!!" Wakakakaka... *topples off chair in sadistic laughter which evolves into hysterical, maniacal shrieks at the hilarity of it all*

Koff... sorry got to my head a lil' bit.... it's quite flattering, really, if you think about it from another angle.... Lady Vanity... NO! Domina Vanity... Mistress of Hell. The merciless Queen with the fiery bramble whip, and her pet serpents slithering in her wake.... Bow and grovel before me you snivelling.... nevermind. Aaaanyways pressing on.....

You see here is the problem with having a huuuuuge family. Tsk wow... hiss hiss scratch scratch. But thats ok it's nothing new to me I've had loaaads of bullcrap from soooo many of you in general it was only a matter of time I guess. Gosh how sad... I was just about to get on good terms with the one who gave birth to me. Until your holier-than-thou phone call cum "advice".

You're just as much of a bitch as I am.

Lack of respect? OF COURSE I'm showing you (and all the loose tongues around town) a lack of respect. How do you respect someone who doesn't respect you in return? Maybe you should learn how to be even just half of that noble soul my significant other (who accepts, trusts and respects my decisions) is before you begin labelling him what that is only fit for yourself.

Wasn't that very therapeutic! :D You know me... Never afraid, cos I have done nothing wrong. Just livin' life like a typical teenage girlie round the block with a hint of angst and rebellion.

Which reminds me I have an appointment at the tattoo parlour... getting one from my neck to my ass of a firebreathing dragon... and oh yea have I mentioned I've been wanting to get my tongue pierced so, SO badly but cannot find a qualified piercer I'm confident with? While I'm at it I'll see if they give me discounts if I get both my nipples pierced too and REST ASSURED you will get my photos FIRST HAND on Facebook, Friendster and every possible outlet available. Make sure you check porn sites too. I'm being paid what you people earn every month in a single day. Oh dammit my Brazilian is due.... that shit is expensive okay and I'm still saving for a pair of new boobies... aiiie I think I forgot to feed my precious python.... poor baby he must be furious..... tsk tsk... so much to do, so little time.... *flusters about bimbotically*.....

*rolls eyes and spits vehemently*

Ciao sayangs. I got more important things to get cranky about.

The Vamp in Vinyl

I told you it was my most ambitious shoot to date. :)

3 photos are out already... and I will be uploading soon to Facebook too.

xoxo Gotta run!

I feel so much better.
After a hard, hot n' heavy session with that very abusive husband of mine (Energy Fitness, lol) I've finally managed to stop thinking about things so much and on top of that I'm EXTREMELY happy about having a really intense back day - 70lbs, 10 reps, lat pulldown. I think I'm finally about to break that plateau which is indeed elating... :)

Oh I might have a new training partner too... he mentioned it to me yesterday and today. Pretty intimidating dude at first glance but then he proved to be a pretty nice guy after all. But not really counting on it... shall see how things go.

And I don't know why but lately I have been having this strange craving for those 60sen Gardenia cream buns. O.O Ei, seriously I like them.... and best thing is that they're so cheap.... gahaha. It's the light fluffy texture, more than anything... ^^ Carbs... sinful, wonderful refined carbs.... and an abundance of preservatives.... XD

I wish some things just wouldn't come bug me right now... It's amazing how easily I get upset these days.

It's just tearing me apart.

:'(

So I got the flogger. Bite me.

*hangs head in shame and guilt for atrocious spending habits*

But my god it's a work of art :D Of course the quality is nowhere as great as the type meant as a weapon, and of course it doesn't hurt so much, but still. ^^ It's tricky to use tho... you need to be pretty accurate with the lashes - theres a specific contact point and if it's missed the whip doesn't bite enough...

I got loads of backdated stuff to blog about =.= Sheez.... I got Mich's farewell... and Sara's farewell.... Which I will get around to blogging soon when I get photos. WHY THE EFF IS EVERYONE LEAVING??? Shuen-Yi's going bye-bye also in a matter of time... (God why did that sound sortakinda morbid...) Did this body paint design competition for Sloggi a few days ago in college for fun and ended up winning this cute pink g-string cos I was some 3rd or 4th runner-up... lol.

Friday's shoot went pretty well - good feedback from photogs, pics likely to be released by... next week hopefully. I got MORE people confused cos they thought I was Malay... *big stupid grin* It's something I'm kinda proud of... lol cos I think Malay gals have a sort of unique beauty that I love... But my God... I'm putting on weight like crazy these days...

Had a good weekend with the boy :D Had him over for 2 nights in a row... did a VERY amateur shoot together for some makeup thingy.... I look so bad I probly will not be uploading those shots for some time =.= ...and went for dinner at Shogun for my bro's birthday... then it was to South City Plaza on Sunday for the Mr. SCP competition. Which brings back memories of last year's SCP... I FELL HOOK LINE AND SINKER FOR YOU, YOU SEXY BEAST!!!

No photos, sorry.... I believe some of you may identify with how crippling it is to have your camera phone die on you... T.T

Oh ya I curi-ed two pics of me frm Pei's facebook... when we were doing that t-shirt thingy at Derek's house... ^^

Meoww~ ^^

Kims n Pei... and Derek in the background.... ^^

Shit.

Bullwhip or flogger... bullwhip or flogger.... bullwhip or flogger.....

FUCK.

My money management skills are going to be the death of me. You and your stupid wants, you biatch. What to do.... Ok.... Necessity-wise... the bullwhip is more practical - I NEED IT ANYWAYS THIS DECEMBER SO SCREW YOU.... but.... T.T

But theres no real confirmations yet that anyone skilled enough who can customise it for me - there may not even BE a bullwhip after all, at the end of it... OMG what if it's poorly-made or not plaited well or doesn't crack or is too light or the wrong colour.... and fuck, 10ft AFTER PLAITING is alot of leather... *dies*

And the flogger is already reserved for me and I'll be going to view it tommorow anyways....

My wishlist needs to be modified... gotta let go of some things. I realise I got bigger priorities other than what thats listed on there. *huge sigh*

Oh and if you happen to know anybody going to South Africa gimme a shout. I want a sjambok.. YES I FINALLY KNOW HOW TO SPELL THAT THING.... word has it that it's so vicious you can sever someone's hand with it. Oooo... I like. ;) But it costs bloody 200USD on ebay!!!!! Get me a sjambok and I'll love you to death. (Literally? lol......)

*hysterical scream*

I just found out that my blog doesn't load well on Firefox. The text gets all screwey and my pictures overlap and shit. I use IE... and like it that way. Don't tell me to switch to Firefox cos it just ain't gonna happen... and I have no time to re-script my precious bloggie... so there it is - Open in Internet Explorer only.

On the plus side... I've opened my blog in several other pcs and the cursor works fine. YESSSS!!

Busy busy... working at the Hartamas campus was fun. More relaxing than tiring actually... not much to do, just stand around and smile and people... and they fed me well... oh yes... big breakfast and lunch :D My only regret was NOT BRINGING MY CAMERA T.T wuuu.... it was a gorgeous, posh-looking campus, with very tasteful interior design. They got beanbags in the library!! Oh, and escalators instead of stairs. Hmph... you fat obese lazyasses... WE GOT STAIRS OK IN SUBANG!!!!! *sulks*

Oh and if all goes well.... I might be doing more shoots by the end of this week :D Yay!!

And she scores!!

Whew.... it's been one helluva weekend. Looking back on my previous post it now sounds like one big lump of paranoida and unnecessary worrying... tho fine, the pressure to perform is indeed very real...

Oh the opening ceremony of the Beijing Olympics was spectacular... pity I didn't get to catch the torch lighting cos I needed my Zs.

Saturday morning I had an appointment with reknowned photographer Alan Siew from supermodel.com.my - goodness stepping into their studio was.... intimidating. Then meeting the rest of the crew - his brother/fellow photog Raymond and makeup artist May. It was a humble old shoplot but knowing what great talents resided in there was just daunting and the fear of underperforming was.... OMG they've seen so many gorgeous people what if I'm not up to their standards?? But their warm personalities eased tension quickly, and I have never enjoyed a shoot this much ever - tho it is the most tiring and ambitious shoot I've done to date.

There was a bit of fear of what the general public would percieve... I don't know how many other Malaysian models have attempted or even agreed to do a fetish shoot which is why I also was battling about whether to use the pics on my portfolio or simply stashed in my private collection. But damn it felt like SUCH AN HONOUR that I could be the one doing this shoot and I felt I could somewhat relate to it, being a big, big fan of latex, leather and vinyl fetishism... and I am extremely happy with the outcome, with very positive feedback from the maestro Alan himself, though they absolutely worked me to BITS!!! Goodness I didn't know having to look constantly pissed off for 12 hours straight was so exhausting and I'm aching all over. Nevertheless... it was so much fun and I even asked if I could do a few pics as a submissive just for fun!! XD the pictures will be released roughly 2 months later - will take time cos Alan and the crew will be flying off to Guangzhou for yet another one of their high-flying shoots next week. RESPECT!!

Still so tired... wish I could go curl up and sleep but theres weights to lift and fat to burn. But I'm thankful for having this opportunity and if I could I'd do it all over again. Oh yea I've got backdated pics too.... and dont ask me how I did for AS, please. The website is being very pissy with me and keeps hanging. Pfft. I think it's trying to tell me something....

Oh and FINALLY having my own laptop I have the liberty of having a desktop display of my own choice! ^^ Yay... So this is what I've come up with for the mo until I get better with my Photoshop skills. :) Click to enlarge!

*hearts* 9 months and still going strong.

Oooo and I got a new cursor for this page.... but not sure if it shows up in other pcs... If you see it, lemme know what you think of it kays?

Life's a bitch-ass ho

Kimmie has been happy-go-lucky for far too long and well all good things come to an end... cos now she's incredibly insecure, afraid and nervy. Swearing to cut down caffeine is... not exactly working. I'm on the rebound and back to spooning heaps nonchalantly into cold water and downing it like a shot. No I'm serious that IS how I drink coffee at home. I don't deny it's BAD for me which is why I'm also glad I caught myself and here I am again fighting fatigue and everything else lah. Getting tired increasingly easily and that could be my body finally saying no to all that 'poison'... lol. On top of that my complexion SUCKS... I feel ugly and fat. Eww.

I'M FAILING A2 LAW. BYEEEE~ *burns textbook and flushes ashes down the toilet*

I'm packing for a big day tommorow and I'm feeling increasingly nervous and worried about it... probly will be taking the most ambitious shoot I've ever attempted (or qualified for) to this date. On top of that I look somewhat different from how I looked in my previous shoot. Bad skin. Of all times.... I had to have a breakout like, NOW. Urrrgh. And I feel disgusting. Oh my god now people are gonna think my photos are like, heavily photoshopped or some shit....

Alright in terms of bodybuilding I feel great... never been curvier and I feel absolutely threatening in the gym being so much broader than many of the ladies, plus the guys have been paying me many compliments about my size and shape which makes me feel really good about myself. But well on the other hand, in the modelling world I'm just known as FAT. And I'm about to go waddling into a reknowned studio tommorow like that. Wow career suicide. The pressure is so, so ON to impress and nail it.

Well.... I suppose I should not be so negative... I mean, if that "Law of Attraction" people are so into these days really does work.... Alright!! I'm the most beautiful woman in the world and I'll strike the lottery in time to buy myself a new pair of breasts. Riiiiight.

On the bright side.... I'll be snuggling on the couch tonight with my darling and having pizza and chocolate (and adding on to my pudginess) and watching the opening ceremony of the Beijing Olympics. Sweet sin. =D

Ernie and Kims never stop rolling ;-)

Been meaning to post this up for some time... OK Kimmie time to stop procrastinating...

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